Now you understand (more
or less) what the dictionary tries to tell you. You
feel safe with this new tool. It tells you stories about
things to happen and describes why other things happened
in the past. It is OK. Enjoy yourself.
But remember: never, never - and it
means NEVER, ask it about help to get something you
really need. NEVER ask about something you really care
about.
Why? Let me tell you my own story.
It is not the most unpleasant story about my dictionary
I have in store (you know I quarrel with it often),
but it is simple.
I was thinking about Tai-Chi teacher.
I don't earn enough to pay for lessons. I was thinking
about a way I can pay for lessons other way - like making
www pages for school in exchange. I asked about teacher
I don't need to pay half of my fun money to. It said
"tomorrow".
And, really, the next day I was looking
for something in bookstore and voila! For the first
time in my life I saw big poster of Bruce Lee in Polish
shop. Yeah, Bruce would be wonderful teacher. Yeah,
I found good teacher, from the point of view of my dictionary
it was doing what I wanted. I wanted a teacher and I
could have him for mere 17 zlotys.
You see, this entity deals in a world
of ideas. A teacher painted is as good as real one,
perhaps even better. Asking it about something is hard
job. Even if you think you covered everything it often
finds a kind of shortcut you didn't see when asking
a question.
It was not a thing I would cry over
whole night. But just imagine something like that: you
are lonely, fed up with your loneliness and bad luck,
you are trying to get an answer how to find love and
this thing says to you "tomorrow" "at
six" and "TV". And when it is six o'clock
the next day you find there is "Love Story"
on your favorite channel. Then you feel cheated, unhappy,
and you ask again, trying to explain to this idiot what
you want. "Wife" it says cheerfully. Oh, yeah,
you say, hoping it understands you at last, and, of
course, here comes your neighbor lady, who is the wife
of your neighbor. You wanted a wife, a wife you got.
Throwing around the next fistful of
your precious hair, you try to tell this idiot, who
was so intelligent only yesterday telling you about
your boss and his problems, what do you need. Ah, you
need love, it says, "nothing to worry about".
The next day you fall in love with someone who doesn't
want to live on the same planet with you. You forgot
to add "and to be loved". Perhaps it is better,
you don't need to run away from someone else whose love
you don't want.
In short, if there is something you
really need, the only thing you get is the feeling of
being cheated by heartless, sadistic, lying bastard
just for its sick, sadistic fun.
Laughing Nun's comments:
I understand the effect Eve was talking
about has a name of "lemurian effect". It
is true that you cannot use any means of divination
if there is an emotion attached to the subject (it is
why you rather ought to ask someone else to do it for
you). Some people say it is rather the outcome of egoistic
wishes, but I am not sure. If looking for love is egoistic
wish, what would happen to Western Teacher and his teaching?
But I was amused more by the adventure
with Bruce Lee's poster. Many wise men had teachers
from "the other side". It is popular, for
instance, in India. But it is understandable Eve is
fed up with experiments. Hope to hear soon how she proceeded
with Shadow. White Boned Tiger already met with Crucified
Man and the story is going on. If you didn't read the
story before, you have to wait. Polish version is not
ready yet. |